Thursday, April 5, 2012

Reconciled From the past

To my surprise I had a someone who had apoloize to me after almost 6 years that have pass for my making my life a living hell to endure. I would sometimes cry and dread going to school because he was there to make my experience worst then it could ever be by anyone. To think that someone could have have a joy in seeing someone cry in pain. This pain wasn't a physical pain but a very harmful emotional pain that I had to come to terms with. To be honest all I could remember was the emotional pain I couldn't remember what he would say about me. All I can remember were the tears that I would always cry when he would torture me. I remember when I began highschool all I could care about was actually being free from everything that one guy would do to me. Yet i faced the same fate the first year that I was in high school. That was when I would wear all black and not want to talk with anyone since I was so timid and afraid. I was tortured and even made fun of when I first started in highschool. I found it so hard to make friends in school and even a harder time to figure out who I really was. I  never thought that I could do anything that I accomplished in highschool. All my dreams have yet to be done and that one guy and I have now come to terms of the past and it is forgotten. So I am thankful to know that he was sorry and now I know that I can be who I truly feel I want to be now that it's all over....

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